I have not slept well for the last 5 weeks. I lie in bed awake for hours. When I finally get to sleep, I'm restless. I wake up several times a night.
It's catching up to me. I can't focus at work and I get so sleepy during the day. I think this time I really do need a case of 5-hour energy, grape flavor is preferred, but I'll also take berry. Orange flavor doesn't work for me.
My life is in limbo right now. I don't know what is going to happen, what I am supposed to do. I have thrown myself back into a life I had already closed the book on. I was supposed to move on, move forward. Now I have moved backward. I am stuck.
Not only am I stuck, I am stuck with no answers. If I had answers then I would know, I would be able to make decisions and know what to do next.
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